[ The rather proud and fangy grin slowly eases to a frown as Simon talks. He's got no reason to mistrust Simon thus far (other than the fact he's human, so that's a little sus, but you know..) but what the other boy is saying sounds sincere; he's just skeptical of all humans right now. They have some kind of arrangement, though, so going by that, Simon's sympathy must be true.
Right?
Akira snorts a bit of smoke from his nostrils. ]
I don't.. team with people, alright? We're not a team.. we're just..
[ just ... ]
People who agree and understand one another. That.. maybe have similar goals in mind.
[Simon maintains a neat little smile. Nothing sinister peeks its way through the farce just yet, though the fact that he is alone without Grace or the Apex to support himself-]
Sure!
[Is hitting him now. Harshly and all at once.
He can hear it again, the muffled screams of rage, boring at the insides of his skull. He hates this place and the fear it instills in him, but mostly he is angry as he liked what he had.
He worked so hard to build it. He was happy and accomplished-]
So, allies, then? What would you prefer. The ball's in your court, bucko!
I just wanna know what I should call ya. I need to know where we're at so I'm not misunderstandin' the terms here! By the looks of it, you could crush little old me with just by making one of those demon wings go flippy-flap.
Ain't that right? I'm just tryin' to get outta this alive, same as you! Or, well, I guess I shouldn't be makin' any assumptions.
[ Akira doesn't say much to that. He might would say he doesn't want company cause he doesn't ant to get attached and then lose that person again, but.. He's also alone. So incredibly alone. It hurts to do anything for literally anyone and then have them take everything from you. ]
I'll never have my mind off of things. I'll never be at peace.
[ But he's gonna try. That's something he would say if he felt like it. Anyway, it's beginning to sprinkle some rain and Akira grumbles as he starts trek towards the castle. ]
... Why medieval things? What's so great about that?
[Clearly, Akira is sad and a little lonely. That much is relatable to Simon. When he's not sucked into a vortex of his own misery, he can actually be a real sweetheart.
Would it have killed him to lean into that a little bit more?]
Don't knock it 'til you try it.
[Simon slides over and bumps his shoulder against Akira's playfully.]
Here, c'mon. It's raining and I'm pretty sure nobody likes a wet demon.
[ There's a growl when he feels the other boy bump into him and his initial instinct is to stop and bristle up his fur, um.. looking like he's ready to fight??? But he resumes walking by him soon enough. Grumble grumble. ]
Yeah.
[ Mutter mutter. ]
I love reading.
[ hearing I love reading from a monster is just.. too funny. ]
[ Quite the conversationalist right now, isn’t he? Though, something is refreshing about seeing a human so excited and joyous over something to simple. There was passion there. Not just fear and hysteria. It was a selfish gesture to indulge in something too much, but that didn’t mean he was a bad person, right? Akira doesn’t know what to do about him.
The rain picks up, starting to drench them both. His fur is starting to soak and he’s probably beginning to smell like a wet dog. He hesitates, though, and reluctantly stretches a wing out over Simon, at least keeping some of the rain off of him. ]
Oh Akira, you have no idea just how selfish Simon can be.
The rain gets Simon to quicken his pace at a maddeningly alarming rate. The gesture with the wing, however hesitant, does strike a chord within him. Something visceral and old, like a feeling he had when he was small.
He does not make much of verbal stir about it, but his eyes dart over his shoulder and back at the thing, as if he's considering something silently.]
Okay, Mr. Wet 'n Stinky.
[Jokingly, he pops out from under the wing and walks into the castle doorway.]
Time to dry off. You may be part demon and have fancy-schmancy superpowers, but I'm pretty sure you can still get hypothermia.
C'mon. I'll help you.
Seems like some places on ya might be hard to reach.
[He means... Like... The back. Right between the wings.]
[ It really doesn't seem that way— not with how Simon is offering to help him so much, but his memories are clouded with people who are especially selfish, cold, murderous, afraid and without any inkling of sympathy. Surely this guy isn't like that. That's what Akira is very hesitantly lead to believe.
They enter the castle and Akira falls on all fours, wings folding up against him as he shakes himself off, starting from the shoulders and all the way down to the tip of his tail. ]
I'll be fine.
[ Simon, though. He can't generate controlled heat with his hands and he doesn't have a pelt to keep him warm. ]
[In some ways, Akira might be right. All humans are capable of being consumed by their own selfishness, so much so that they lose sight of comon decency and reality altogether. Simon is no different and, if he doesn't dare to change his fate, will be just another glaring example of why Akira has been so disappointed by all of mankind.
But in some ways, though the horrors and atrocities he has committed up to this point, albeit unknowingly... Perhaps they can be atoned for. Maybe the future will be brighter. Simon has only had one friend his whole life, after all, and maybe that is why-]
I'll live.
[Losing her had felt like the world was ending. Or would, hm.]
Y'know, for someone who seems to keep puttin' it out there that they really don't care...
[He could think of worse people to spend his time with. Samantha, for one.]
[ Akira sits his fuzzy ass right down, folding his legs together and tipping his palms upward. They illuminate a faint blue glow, his body warming up, evaporating water off of him. It's like being in a sauna. His nose curls, upper lip twitching to reveal his row of sharp teeth. Simon was thanking him, but was he really doing that much? Akira doesn't think so. He knows in the back of his mind it's probably just a matter of time before what small amount of trust in Simon he's placed already becomes broken.
He's hurt. He's so so badly that he just expects to be hurt again.
Akira doesn't say anything to that but reaches a hand out, pushing warmth in Simon's direction. It'll feel like standing near a campfire. ]
[Simon sputters. He knows that he looks tiny, and it's true, he's quite thin. The Apex has managed to gather enough to survive, but it's certainly not an excess.]
Well, you're smelly.
[Simon, you already said that.
He huffs and puffs and folds his arms around himself, though the warmth is. Soothing.]
Ugh. But, I guess, no matter what... We're stuck with each other.
A deal's a deal.
[He looks mad but he... Is scooching very noticeably closer ALSKDFJ]
[Simon stares in the other teen's direction, blinking once or twice.
He has never been the best at monitoring his emotions, constantly storming off to fill his time with routine habits, like making toys or training the others, or writing. Grace knows exactly what to say and how to calm him down, and he knows every in and out of her thought process, or so he thinks. He knows her favorite color and what day her birthday is, and that she loves pomp and circumstance and hates to smell bad. She's quick on her feet and is great with people, but can be careless with the little details, sometimes, and that's where Simon comes in.
But it's never occurred to him in any capacity, especially because for so many years it was just her and him, all by themselves-]
Sounds fair.
[That he actually does like company.
And that in this very instant Simon Laurent desperately would like to make a new friend.]
You just... Let me know.
[Strange, how someone so angry and even terrifying, spouting such cruel words...
Seems to so obviously have such a kind heart. Simon doesn't understand it.
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Date: 2021-04-10 01:49 am (UTC)Right?
Akira snorts a bit of smoke from his nostrils. ]
I don't.. team with people, alright? We're not a team.. we're just..
[ just ... ]
People who agree and understand one another. That.. maybe have similar goals in mind.
[ so a team ]
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Date: 2021-04-10 02:01 am (UTC)Sure!
[Is hitting him now. Harshly and all at once.
He can hear it again, the muffled screams of rage, boring at the insides of his skull. He hates this place and the fear it instills in him, but mostly he is angry as he liked what he had.
He worked so hard to build it. He was happy and accomplished-]
So, allies, then? What would you prefer. The ball's in your court, bucko!
I just wanna know what I should call ya. I need to know where we're at so I'm not misunderstandin' the terms here! By the looks of it, you could crush little old me with just by making one of those demon wings go flippy-flap.
Ain't that right? I'm just tryin' to get outta this alive, same as you! Or, well, I guess I shouldn't be makin' any assumptions.
What were you tryin' to do, again?
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Date: 2021-04-10 02:05 am (UTC)[ a clawed hand reaches up to his chin.... um.. thinky thoughts here... ]
Useful travel intimate. UTI... no.. wait..
[ this is such like a gintama-esque joke and ooc but i had to do it ]
Yeah, I guess ally is fine.
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Date: 2021-04-10 02:07 am (UTC)[ UM ]
But I also have no interest in returning home. Mankind can extinct each other. There's nothing left for me to protect.
[ he's just irritated that someone else thinks he needs redemption.. hmph.. ]
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Date: 2021-04-10 02:16 am (UTC)That toothy grin of his, however...]
Now there's an idea.
[Oh, boo hoo, so he's some loser that doesn't know what to do with himself.
Aka, the perfect travel candidate. Loyalty will be difficult to win from this one, but once he does, Simon's sure Akira's trust will be invaluable.]
Not sure what I can do about the second part, but I can at least keep ya company. I know I'm not the biggest fan of traveling alone myself.
It's always more fun when you have a buddy, or haha, sorry-
[His smile widens. Something about it seems... Tight.]
An ally. Wanna go take a look inside? Maybe it'll take your mind off of things for a minute or twenty.
I may not be onboard for this whole phony hero's journey, but I'm diggin' the whole medieval thing.
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Date: 2021-04-11 02:05 am (UTC)He's also alone. So incredibly alone. It hurts to do anything for literally anyone and then have them take everything from you. ]
I'll never have my mind off of things. I'll never be at peace.
[ But he's gonna try. That's something he would say if he felt like it. Anyway, it's beginning to sprinkle some rain and Akira grumbles as he starts trek towards the castle. ]
... Why medieval things? What's so great about that?
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Date: 2021-04-11 02:31 am (UTC)[Clearly, Akira is sad and a little lonely. That much is relatable to Simon. When he's not sucked into a vortex of his own misery, he can actually be a real sweetheart.
Would it have killed him to lean into that a little bit more?]
Don't knock it 'til you try it.
[Simon slides over and bumps his shoulder against Akira's playfully.]
Here, c'mon. It's raining and I'm pretty sure nobody likes a wet demon.
You ever read fantasy novels...?
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Date: 2021-04-11 02:40 am (UTC)Yeah.
[ Mutter mutter. ]
I love reading.
[ hearing I love reading from a monster is just.. too funny. ]
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Date: 2021-04-11 02:49 am (UTC)[It is wildly endearing, honestly.]
These days I've mostly been writing my own, though.
I'm callin' it the Esmoroth Trilogy. I'm only part of the ways through Book One so far, but boy oh boy, is it fun.
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Date: 2021-04-11 03:03 am (UTC)[ Quite the conversationalist right now, isn’t he? Though, something is refreshing about seeing a human so excited and joyous over something to simple. There was passion there. Not just fear and hysteria. It was a selfish gesture to indulge in something too much, but that didn’t mean he was a bad person, right? Akira doesn’t know what to do about him.
The rain picks up, starting to drench them both. His fur is starting to soak and he’s probably beginning to smell like a wet dog. He hesitates, though, and reluctantly stretches a wing out over Simon, at least keeping some of the rain off of him. ]
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Date: 2021-04-11 04:14 am (UTC)Oh Akira, you have no idea just how selfish Simon can be.
The rain gets Simon to quicken his pace at a maddeningly alarming rate. The gesture with the wing, however hesitant, does strike a chord within him. Something visceral and old, like a feeling he had when he was small.
He does not make much of verbal stir about it, but his eyes dart over his shoulder and back at the thing, as if he's considering something silently.]
Okay, Mr. Wet 'n Stinky.
[Jokingly, he pops out from under the wing and walks into the castle doorway.]
Time to dry off. You may be part demon and have fancy-schmancy superpowers, but I'm pretty sure you can still get hypothermia.
C'mon. I'll help you.
Seems like some places on ya might be hard to reach.
[He means... Like... The back. Right between the wings.]
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Date: 2021-04-11 01:56 pm (UTC)They enter the castle and Akira falls on all fours, wings folding up against him as he shakes himself off, starting from the shoulders and all the way down to the tip of his tail. ]
I'll be fine.
[ Simon, though. He can't generate controlled heat with his hands and he doesn't have a pelt to keep him warm. ]
You might get sick though.
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Date: 2021-04-11 05:22 pm (UTC)But in some ways, though the horrors and atrocities he has committed up to this point, albeit unknowingly... Perhaps they can be atoned for. Maybe the future will be brighter. Simon has only had one friend his whole life, after all, and maybe that is why-]
I'll live.
[Losing her had felt like the world was ending. Or would, hm.]
Y'know, for someone who seems to keep puttin' it out there that they really don't care...
[He could think of worse people to spend his time with. Samantha, for one.]
You're pretty thoughtful.
Thanks.
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Date: 2021-04-12 12:37 am (UTC)He's hurt. He's so so badly that he just expects to be hurt again.
Akira doesn't say anything to that but reaches a hand out, pushing warmth in Simon's direction. It'll feel like standing near a campfire. ]
You look like a drowned rat.
[ i had to say this ]
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Date: 2021-04-12 01:41 am (UTC)[Simon sputters. He knows that he looks tiny, and it's true, he's quite thin. The Apex has managed to gather enough to survive, but it's certainly not an excess.]
Well, you're smelly.
[Simon, you already said that.
He huffs and puffs and folds his arms around himself, though the warmth is. Soothing.]
Ugh. But, I guess, no matter what... We're stuck with each other.
A deal's a deal.
[He looks mad but he... Is scooching very noticeably closer ALSKDFJ]
No backsies.
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Date: 2021-04-12 01:48 am (UTC)[ Akira holds out his other hand, giving Simon more warmth. ]
... Or unless I fuck up.
[ He's keenly aware of his mistakes and Simon having difficulty with trust, so he's willing to at least humble himself and admit it. ]
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Date: 2021-04-12 02:08 am (UTC)He has never been the best at monitoring his emotions, constantly storming off to fill his time with routine habits, like making toys or training the others, or writing. Grace knows exactly what to say and how to calm him down, and he knows every in and out of her thought process, or so he thinks. He knows her favorite color and what day her birthday is, and that she loves pomp and circumstance and hates to smell bad. She's quick on her feet and is great with people, but can be careless with the little details, sometimes, and that's where Simon comes in.
But it's never occurred to him in any capacity, especially because for so many years it was just her and him, all by themselves-]
Sounds fair.
[That he actually does like company.
And that in this very instant Simon Laurent desperately would like to make a new friend.]
You just... Let me know.
[Strange, how someone so angry and even terrifying, spouting such cruel words...
Seems to so obviously have such a kind heart. Simon doesn't understand it.
And yet he is learning that he would like to.]